Mark Hensley

Hello everybody my name is…  Hey!  Is it you?  I can’t believe I found you!  Were have you been?  I’ve been look’n for you everywhere.  Yes you!  YOU!  Ok well I’ve only got about 600 words to prove to you I was look’n for you – 555 – now – so ok check it out.  Don’t you remember how your hand fits in mine.  I know how your heart just melts when you hold puppies and how much you love it when dogs and cats are friends, play together, napping you take so many pics of them.  I love how much you love music almost more than me.  I remember how much you love to dance and like anywhere, out on the town, in the living room or under the full moon.  I love that about you, you dancing like no ones watching.  Your smart, funny and beautiful.  God I miss you.  I know your favorite or at least top 5 of favorite movies is Eternal Sunshine of a Spotless Mind.  I still remember how my lips absolutely burn, tingle, hours or even days after we kiss.  How your eyes look right through my soul.  Remember how we cried after we heard that song for the first time.  I miss your smile so much you literally light up the room everytime.  See I told you I was look’n for you.  Baby you know they write songs about our kind of love.  Thats who we are.  Sweety our love is a lifetime love, soul bonding, life changing love.  How could I ever forget you.  Baby I messed up, I’m so sorry.  Can you forgive me?

Please don’t give up on us.  I’ve learned so much over the last thirteen years and though I didn’t physically hurt anyone, the emotional toll was exacting God knows.  I know.  But the things I’ve learned all the stories its all insane and I can’t wait to tell you all about it.  And my hunny basket I know I’m not the man I want to be yet but know I’m not the man I was.  I let my pride, my ego, my need and selfish ways get the best of me.  But please know that one moment will not define the rest of my life.  I’ve achieved so much and came so far, I think you’d be proud.  I’m in college, yes me college – crazy – huh!  I got my ministers license, paralegal certificate and passed the law clerk exam.  I’ve also completed over 3 dozen bible course certificates.  I have not waisted my time here.  I thought you should know that about me.  I miss your smile and those “bedroom eyes” is that bad of me.  Sorry those soul piercing eyes I love them.  Your easy to love, I need you.  Stop looking, you found me!  Please hold on, I’m trying so hard to get to you.  I know laws for truth n sentence which will shorten my sentence.  And I was extremely over sentences.  But until then, I’m right here.  Waiting for you!

Sincerely whole hearted

Mark